All My Love Is Gone

1. In Strict Confidence - Kiss your shadow
2. Paul Oakenfold - Southern Sun (Gabriel & Dresden remix)
3. Mandalay - Not Seventeen
4. Ladytron - Beauty 2
5. Massive attack - A prayer for England

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I doesn’t matter what i do, it always fucks up in the end, heading downhill. It doesn’t matter that i’ve given you the world, it’s just not good enough anyway, for that of which i’m offering is not desired anymore.

It doesn’t matter anymore, what i do, it’s enough to make you sad, it all comes tumbling down in the end. I shouldn’t have left that morning, i should have just stayed for awhile.

I would have stayed, drowning in my own blood, covered by tears, mourning my inner thoughts as they subside. I wish i never was invented, i only spread misery anyway, where ever i go. Nothing left for me. All is gone.

My involvement doesn’t matter, all a disappointment in the end, for all i ever loved is the longing to have what isn’t there. It makes me want to get up in the morning. I never wanted to take your happiness away, not even in the end.

For i, do not exist anymore, finally at the end…

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Not even on the inside you see me, deep within i’m alone,
fighting my way towards the darkness and loneliness,
my days are numbered and far between.

I’m not here, finally you can’t see me, since i’m nothing to you.
My thoughts see you, for what i used to be, i can even see me,
seeing you, as if i was never there.

Once i saw you staring back at me, through a window.
I had my fingers against the glass, longing for a touch.

Bottomless moments of wondering thoughts through heavy mist,
not even now you can see me. I’m right here, looking in.

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