Archive for October, 2007
Deepest corners
Find some bliss within the shadows
of an empty heart
Learn new ways to seek emotions
without a heart
In the deepest corners of the soul
lies are becoming truth
Poor away the water that surrounds
the pond of life
Seek new meaning in the words that
overshadows feelings
Torment the living part of the
last thing you hold true
In the deepest corners of the heart
beats a drum of emptiness
Caress the emotions of long lost
silent hopes
Answer the call to natures most
basic need with a fist
Clear the mind of any blame
towards happiness
Thought nr. 5
Have you ever had dreams that really frighten you and made you loose the grip of your own sanity ? Have you ever had thoughts that trigger a panic attack ? My guess you have such thoughts and dreams, scary aren’t they ?
I think that most people loose their mind every night, when they go to sleep and dream of anything between electronic sheep and killing their dog or something else. Dreams are both scary and excilerating, especially when you can control the dream, when you play and rewind and make corrections. I guess it’s a process that makes you loose many hours of sleep at night and when you wake up in the morning with a headache, you know that your mind has been having a very intense dream. Wonder what it was all about…
Take the sex dream that you had last night and try to make out the face of the person you were involved with in you dream. My guess is that you can’t really make out who the person is, judging by their body features or any other characteristics. I can surely say that you are having a dream about someone that you hardly know on a intimate level but you are attracted to and you haven’t told the person, your true feelings, have you !?
You just express them in your dreams about them, very vividly. I and everyone else have had such dreams and they are more common then one might think. Dreams are very interesting and i think they can be as addictive as alcohol or drugs, given the proper content and control of the dream pattern.
Dreams can also liberate you from everyday stress and pressures and you go on a revenge rampage in your dream, killing everyone that hs given you a hard time. Does that, then make you into a would-be assassin ?
Imagine the day that thoughts and dreams could be monitored and viewed afterwards, how would your dreams look ? Would you keep on dreaming or would you stop ?
I start to cry
Shattered and badly beaten by love long since lost
Stained and tainted by time
Alone and walking through empty streets in search for something
that might not be there
Against the odds and against the grain
Disappearing headlights in the fog, keeps the calm inside at bay
Chanting your name as i start to cry in my loneliness
Awkward spaces between life’s powerful grip and death’s enchanting gloomy depths
all found on the inside of the ever growing void left behind
Mourn my demise and glorify my shortcomings
Endless paths on which we’ll follow the endless choice of good and bad
the path on which all things never lead to the end
just the backbreaking task of staying alive against all odds
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