About – All My Love Is Gone

Mathias aka Aiwass aka Sparkles is a designer, thinker, poet and visionary and it’s a pretty good summary of who this man is.

Not only a very verbal communicator, who has a lot of knowledge within a wide array of fields, but also a man who seeks new goals and challenges. A never ending quest for more knowledge and greater understanding is what sets him apart from the rest.

Dark thoughts with a lot passion and wicked ideas, that one day might not be that wicked at all. A somewhat depressed individual, but still not suicidal or depressed enough to cash in and leave.

In love with a lot of things and still never found that true love that stick by him thru thick and thin. The Sun was born, so it shall die, So only shadows comfort him, he knows in darkness he will find you given up inside like him.

Each day shall end as it begins !

Aiwass
The first appearance of Aiwass was during the Three Days of the writing of Liber Legis. His first and only identification as such is in Chapter I : “Behold! it is revealed by Aiwass the minister of Hoor-paar-kraat”. Hoor-paar-kraat (Egyptian: Har-par-khered) is more commonly referred to by the Greek transliteration Harpocrates, meaning “Horus the Child”, whom Aleister Crowley considered to be the central deity within the Thelemic cosmology. However, Harpocrates also represents the Higher Self, the Holy Guardian Angel.

Aleister Crowley described the encounter in detail in The Equinox of the Gods, saying that as he sat at his desk in Cairo, the voice of Aiwass came from over his left shoulder in the furthest corner of the room. This voice is described as passionate and hurried, and was “of deep timbre, musical and expressive, its tones solemn, voluptuous, tender, fierce or aught else as suited the moods of the message. Not bass—perhaps a rich tenor or baritone.” Further, the voice was devoid of “native or foreign accent” perhaps meaning that it was similar to his own.

Aleister Crowley also described a “strong impression” of the speaker’s general appearance. He saw or pictured Aiwass with a body composed of “fine matter” having a gauze-like transparency. Further, the speaker “seemed to be a tall, dark man in his thirties, well-knit, active and strong, with the face of a savage king, and eyes veiled lest their gaze should destroy what they saw. The dress was not Arab; it suggested Assyria or Persia, but very vaguely.”

However, Crowley also spoke of Aiwass in symbolic terms. In The Law is for All, he goes on at length in comparison to various other deities and spiritual concepts, but most especially to The Fool. For example, he writes of Aiwass: “In his absolute innocence and ignorance he is The Fool; he is the Saviour, being the Son who shall trample on the crocodiles and tigers, and avenge his father Osiris. Thus we see him as the Great Fool of Celtic legend, the Pure Fool of Act I of Parsifal, and, generally speaking, the insane person whose words have always been taken for oracles.”

Sparkles
To emit sparks; to throw off ignited or incandescent particles,
To shine as if throwing off sparks,
To emit flashes of light,
To scintillate,
To twinkle; as, the blazing wood sparkles; the stars sparkle.
To emit in the form or likeness of sparks.

Third-person singular simple present form of sparkle.

Ps. Who ever said that fiction is fake and reality is real ? It’s the mind of the reader that makes the boundaries appear, not the writer. If you for one second think that all that is written is real and all other things are not, then you should re-examine and start all over again. Fiction is Reality and Reality is Fiction.